I’m at work and bored again. No better time than this to connect with the Greynet! I’m hoping to be able to attend the phone meeting later on, but it’s difficult as I work in an open plan office and people see me.
I keep trying to hand over my concerns with my hormonal condition to God. But I keep taking it back! Seems like I just can’t shake it off my mind. Suddenly so many things make sense, the constant low-level depression, the way my body has changed to (GS approved fruit) shape when I used to be a (fat) (not Greysheet-approved fruit) shape. I had put this one down to losing weight in a weird way. The itch/pain in my lower belly that’s inside and obviously impossible to scratch, driving me mad sometimes. Why had I never complained or even thought about these things?
I’m going to stop writing about this now, but I wish it was as easy to stop thinking about it!
Doesn’t seem like I have any other news, because this has taken up so much mindspace that everything else I thought I could share relates back to this. So I’m just claiming my seat for today, to say that I don’t eat no matter what, just for today.