I’m exhausted today, not physically, but mentally, because I feel un-centered and out of it when I don’t have the chance to be by myself and at home. This isn’t a vacation, yet I haven’t been home for about a week, because as long as my car is at the repair shop, I’m staying with friends near work. They’re so gracious to open their home to me and I’ve got my scale and I got groceries last night, but even so, I just want to go home. (Mah-meee, I wanna go home!)
I thank God for my abstinence that allows me to go through this a day and an hour at a time. Of course I’m majorly annoyed that the car takes so long, but in the big picture, this is nothing.
But I pray and wish that I can get the car tonight. I really want nothing so much as to be independent again, not having to inconvenience others, and be by myself. In my own place.